i forsee...
Friday, May 28, 2010
how scary the future may become...
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i can no longer depend on anyone and i believe that
this is the path that i'm going to take...
so what if you have seen the future and that everything is destine there is nothing i can do to change it now. who is gonna believe what i said ? it's way to far-fetch as if it's going to happen someday eh ?
I went off at
Y11:54 AM
against all odds
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
my head hurt so badly that i almost fainted in the bus just now...
headache + heart ache = ???
there are some people in this world that i'm willing to go all out for but from what i know i'm starting to lose them slowly. To save me from disappointment i will not meet them because most of the time i get last min cancellation ...
the reason why i didnt want to meet up with Cynthia is because...
i didnt want to see my weaker side i feel so fragile i dont have enough courage to go meet her no matter how much i miss her i just cant bring myself forward.
treasure me when i'm still here dont regret when i'm gonewhen you ask God for something
1. yes i will give it to you
2. no i wont give it to u, its not good for you
3. wait, i'll answer you at the right time
4. i've got a better idea than yours
but ultimately if you keep praying for something, God may still give it to you thou it's not what's good for you...
I went off at
Y11:18 AM
let's finally blog ?
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
it's been sometime since i last blog eh ?
life is like a roller coaster, full of up and down
guess not for me.
before ORD i told myself that somethings i have to give up just before i can achieve something bigger in life. so what have i given up ? i gave up basketball, ballroom, and all my time i had been doing nothing except studying... life isnt getting any better right now in fact it's starting to get more and more stressful.
relationship-wise. i dont really want to get into a relationship right now life for me is already very taxing in other words i dont want to have any more troubles and i dont think i have time for it further more i have to stay focus which i have no idea why i kept losing focus doing the wrong things at the wrong time.
stay focus JM !!!
and i really wish to meet up with friends that i have not met up with for a very very long time...
I went off at
Y10:14 AM
let's EXERCISE !!
Sunday, May 2, 2010
i just realize how busy i had been lately and because of that i had to give up most stuff
like what Cynthia always told me 因为梦想
而伟大
i had slack too much lately it's time to get cracking and start to exercise :D
anyone wanna join me ?
I went off at
Y11:38 AM